Aurora arrived after lunch the next day.
I had already placed the manuscript on the table.
Not all of it.
Just the final chapters and Arthur's letter.
I had spent the morning deciding how to arrange the pages.
The rubber bands were old.
Some of the papers had become slightly bent from being wrapped so tightly.
I straightened them carefully.
Then I put them in the order Arthur had written them.
The bicycle.
The birthday cake.
The singing.
The letter.
I wanted Aurora to read them without me interrupting.
I didn't want to explain what she should feel.
I had made that mistake too many times.
When she knocked, I went to the door.
She smiled.
"Hi, Mom."
I hugged her.
"Come in."
She stepped inside and looked toward the living room.
The empty space where the couch had stood was still there.
I had stopped noticing it every minute.
But I noticed Aurora looking.
She smiled faintly.
"Still looks strange."
"It does."
"Are you getting used to sleeping upstairs?"
I nodded.
"Slowly."
She looked relieved.
I didn't explain further.
There was nothing else she needed to hear about that.
We went to the table.
Aurora noticed the pages immediately.
She sat down.
"Is this what you wanted to show me?"
"Yes."
I took the chair beside her.
"Your father wrote some chapters about you."
She looked up.
"About me?"
I nodded.
I watched her expression change.
Surprise first.
Then curiosity.
Then something I couldn't quite name.
She reached for the pages.
"Can I?"
"Of course."
She opened the first chapter.
I sat quietly while she read.
For a while, there was only the sound of paper turning.
Then she smiled.
"Oh, that bicycle."
I laughed softly.
"You remember?"
"How could I forget?"
She looked at me.
"You were determined to get those training wheels off."
"I was."
"Dad wasn't so sure."
"He wasn't."
She shook her head.
"I fell."
"Twice."
She laughed.
"I remember the second time."
I smiled.
"You still wanted to try again."
She nodded.
"I wanted to ride like the other kids."
I watched her return to the page.
Her smile faded into concentration.
She read the part about crossing the driveway.
Then she reached the moment when Arthur described watching me run beside her.
She stopped.
Her eyes remained on the paper.
I didn't speak.
After a while, she looked up.
"He remembered all of that?"
I nodded.
"Apparently."
She looked down again.
"I remember asking whether he saw me."
"I do too."
She smiled.
"I wanted him to be proud."
I reached for her hand.
"He was."
She nodded.
Then she continued reading.
I watched her face.
It was strange to see my grown daughter remembering herself as a little girl.
The years had passed so quickly.
At least they felt quick now.
When she was small, the days had seemed full of endless things to do.
Meals.
School.
Clothes.
Questions.
Arguments over bedtime.
Now she was twenty-nine.
Sitting beside me.
Reading about a bicycle ride that had happened more than twenty years earlier.
I felt grateful that Arthur had written it down.
Aurora turned to the next chapter.
She read the title.
Then she groaned.
"Oh, no."
I laughed.
"Yes."
She looked at me.
"He wrote about the cake?"
"He did."
She covered her face briefly.
"I can't believe he put that in a book."
I smiled.
"Your father remembered everything that made him laugh."
She shook her head.
Then she began reading.
I could see the moment she reached the part about Arthur taking a second bite.
She started laughing.
I joined her.
Neither of us needed to explain the joke.
We had been there.
We knew exactly how bad that cake tasted.
Aurora wiped her eyes.
"He really tried to be nice."
"He did."
"Two bites."
"Two."
She laughed again.
Then she looked at the page.
"He could have just told me it was terrible."
I smiled.
"He didn't want to hurt your feelings."
She nodded.
"I know."
I watched her read the rest.
There was something comforting about hearing her laugh in that room.
Arthur's manuscript had brought back a moment we all remembered.
Not perfectly.
Not in every detail.
But enough.
We were sharing it again.
I thought about the old couch.
About Josh finding the hidden package.
About how close those pages had come to remaining out of sight.
Arthur had written so much.
And we might never have known.
Aurora turned to the chapter about me singing.
She looked surprised.
"Mom?"
I smiled.
"Go ahead."
She read.
At first, her expression was curious.
Then it softened.
She remembered making up ridiculous songs.
She remembered trying to make me join in.
But she hadn't known Arthur had been watching from the doorway.
I hadn't known how much it meant to him either.
Aurora looked at me.
"I remember doing that."
"So do I."
She glanced back at the page.
"I didn't know Dad thought it was special."
I swallowed.
"Neither did I."
She read a little more.
Then she put the pages down.
For a moment, she looked toward the kitchen.
I wondered whether she was remembering the dishes.
The singing.
The way ordinary afternoons used to pass.
She turned back.
"He noticed things we didn't."
I nodded.
"More than I realized."
She looked at the manuscript.
"He wrote about Maisie because he wanted to imagine her growing up."
"Yes."
"And he wrote about us because those things actually happened."
I felt tears rise.
"That's what he told me."
She looked toward the letter.
"Is that from him too?"
"Yes."
I hesitated.
"Read it."
She picked it up.
I sat quietly.
I didn't watch every movement of her face.
I looked down at my own hands.
I wanted to give her room to feel whatever she felt.
The letter was personal.
Arthur had written it to me.
But it belonged to our family too.
He had spoken about both our daughters.
He had explained why he kept writing.
And he had admitted how afraid he was to show me.
Aurora deserved to know.
I heard the paper move.
Then silence.
I looked up.
She was still reading.
Her eyes had filled with tears.
She didn't wipe them immediately.
She kept going.
When she reached the end, she lowered the letter.
For a long moment, neither of us spoke.
I wanted to ask whether she was all right.
I wanted to reach across the table.
But I remembered what she had told me.
She didn't need me to have every answer.
And she didn't need me to rescue her from every painful feeling.
So I waited.
Finally, she spoke.
"He really remembered all of that."
I nodded.
"He did."
She looked at the chapters again.
"The bicycle."
"Yes."
"The cake."
"Unfortunately."
She smiled through tears.
Then she looked at the letter.
"He didn't forget about me."
I felt my throat tighten.
"No, honey."
She wiped her eyes.
"I know he loved me."
"I know you do."
She looked down.
"But sometimes, when I was little…"
Her voice trailed off.
I waited.
She took a breath.
"Sometimes I wondered."
I knew what she meant.
I had heard it at dinner.
But this time, I wasn't going to rush in with explanations.
She looked at me.
"Do you think he ever wanted Maisie here instead of me?"
The question hurt.
Not because she had asked.
Because she had carried it.
Because she had been afraid to ask it for years.
Because my silence had helped make that fear possible.
I reached for her.
"Aurora."
She looked at me.
I spoke carefully.
"He wanted both of you."
Her eyes filled again.
I moved closer.
"He missed your sister. He wished she had lived."
I swallowed.
"But that never meant he wished you weren't here."
She looked down.
I continued.
"He loved you because you were his daughter. Not because you made him less sad."
She nodded.
I put my arms around her.
"He wanted his two girls."
Aurora leaned against me.
For a moment, I held her the way I had held her when she was small.
I could feel her breathing settle.
I didn't say anything else.
I didn't need to.
Arthur had already put the truth into words.
And this time, I hadn't hidden those words from her.
We sat together quietly.
Then Aurora lifted her head.
She wiped her face.
I smiled at her.
She smiled back.
The manuscript lay open on the table.
The pages about Maisie.
The memories of Aurora.
Arthur's letter.
All of it was there.
For the first time, I didn't feel the need to close the book because someone was crying.
I let the pages remain open.
I let my daughter feel what she felt.
And I stayed beside her.
Then I noticed another chapter.
One I hadn't read.
I looked at its heading.
The Day You Came Home.
Aurora followed my gaze.
"What's that?"
I shook my head.
"I haven't read it yet."
She looked at me.
"Is it about me?"
I smiled.
"I think so."
She glanced at the pages.
"Can we read it together?"
I looked at her.
For years, I had hidden the most painful parts of our family story because I thought I needed to carry them alone.
Now my daughter was asking to share one.
I nodded.
"Of course."
She pulled her chair closer.
I opened the chapter.
And together, we began reading.
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